Fall Down

the struggle is real,

everyday i persuade myself,

that this tests are not permanent,

sleep still eluded me,

no i'm not feeling better,

nothing feels better,

life is not easy,

Allah please grant me strengths

No Purpose

I’m somehow stuck,
Stuck in the present,
Don’t know where to go,
Where i’m heading in life

I don’t even move an inch forward,
Like i thought i was,
Somehow i’m circling back to my old pattern,
The pattern i was trying to get out from

I’m stuck.
Helpless, clueless
Life is hard.