Forgive me for crying,
But my life is hanging upside down,
So i'm allowed to, as loud as i can
Deep inside, the voices are there
I've never been bothered by it so far,
But,
I think i will give in eventually,
Its just a matter of time,
It is so tiring, you can't even imagine
The feeling is real,
That you are not good enough
I feel useless, helpless all the time
I've done everything that i could,
To make my life better,
To have a better future,
To be the best person my family can be proud of,
But i keep turning back to where i started,
Really tired.